Epic weekend

He doesn't even look good and somehow, I still like him! What the hell?

So I met this guy through a friend, and I thought he was just funny (I repeat "just" funny.) It was his first night in the Philippines and my friend and I took him out to dinner. I wasn't even attracted to him when we first met, so now I'm wondering how things can change after just a day or two?

I took him with me and the gang to an island cove and stayed in over night. There had been a lot of flirting, tickling, and whatnot, but he does the same to the guys/gays which makes me wonder even more. Is he gay, is he straight, is he bisexual?

I asked him this question at least 4 times and he said he's straight all four times.

I asked if there can be tendencies of him being gay and he said there had been a lot of opportunities to be gay as many people think so too but he just doesn't see himself being one.

I don't know, I really like this guy but there are a million things to not like him. He's a slob, he's flamboyant, he's weird, he smokes pot, he likes bluegrass music, he is sleazy, he is a big flirt, he hits on everyone (and by everyone I really do mean everyone.)

And even with all things I mentioned, I am obsessed about him. This is crazy. I better go to sleep and just hope I forget about him when I wake up.

Geeks

He's that sort of guy who can easily join beauty and the geeks without having to audition!!! So i hate him but I also feel so sorry for him. Like if I could just give him some life skills, I would, but there is no changing that guy.

Seventeen

Too many celebrations today! 

1. It's Rabbit and Carrot's second year anniversary!

2. It's my God-daughter, Sienna's Christening.

3. It's Gabby's (Sienna's big brother) third birthday too!

4. It's also my best friend's 21st birthday.

So, I'm sending my love to everyone!

God mother duties

Today, I found myself going out of my comfort zone yet again (trust me, I'm too stubborn and I always play safe most times.)

I went to another city for the Christening of Sienna--my first ever god daughter--that makes me a god mother! 

Well, I've already made up my mind that I won't ever have kids because 1. I know how kids can be a pain in the neck. I know that because I always give my dad migraines! 2. Taking care of kids means you have to be responsible and motherly, and I am neither. And 3. It needs a lot of money, eats a lot of time, and demands a lot of attention. It's really not for me. Some ladies are born to become moms, and I just don't see myself being one. Not even close!

So anyway, it was actually an overwhelming feeling to know that I'm going to be part of that little girl's life. I will be like her second mom and it's really a big responsibility and I will try my best to be there if ever she needs me.

Also, what's good about this day is that I get to see my long-time friends! There is Dan (Sinna's mom,) and Marlene, and Audrey. We used to be roommates back in our freshman year in the university. 

I find it weird, how to me it seems like yesterday we were just reading Harry Potter books and now, there are kids involved! Kids! With 2 arms, 2 legs, 2 ears, 2 eyes, perfect set of chubby little fingers.

Wow. 

We've really gone along way. Not just us, but also the friendship and the good times.

Newbie

How do you welcome a seemingly annoying newbie?

I've been keeping myself from saying anything negative about this new guy who just joined the organization I'm a part of. And he's been posting a lot of thread and messages about how he is the "new" guy and how he is trying to figure things out. I've really been holding back, but one of the members (who happens to be the devil's advocate) shot back with and sort of confronted him. Mr. New guy also joined in the event I organized, and I don't think he felt welcome.

That's when I felt guilty. I trashed talk without thinking that perhaps he is just the loner-type of person who is in dire need of company, and yet there I was shooing him away. 

I felt bad that negative vibes got in the way, and I wasn't able to welcome him or let him in the group. The worst part is I never even gave him the chance. And now he stopped posting messages on the threads.

That made me feel guilty all the more, especially since it's my fault he felt uninvited.

Should I, or should I not talk to him?

I hate this.

What a bum!

I've been in bed all day, and I think I stink and my hair is already sticking out in all the wrong places, and I bet my face looks all greasy and stuff, and I've been putting on hold a couple projects which will make me miss an opportunity if I don't run in the showers right this very minute.

This is the most unproductive day ever and I've been up the whole 9 hours doing nothing, I repeat: nothing.

What is happening to me? And now I have to cram my celebrity articles or else!

Yea, I'm being lazy. This is bad.

Giggle

Yesterday was epic!

I went out for dinner and some drinks, and met my biggest crush of the year. He is your typical Swiss gentleman and I really like him, he was so funny and smart and really cute all at the same time!

And I dunno, I haven't felt so giggly in a long time so it's quite a refreshing feeling to have that sense of first crush or whatnot at the beginning of the year. 

What a ladies man, not to mention his moony clear green eyes. Blush. J.